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Well what words can I write to give a description about me? Lets see, on June 24, 1985 I was brought into this evil and cold world. From that point on I decided I was different, different from people and different from the norm. I never liked my life on earth and still can't make sense of individuals and purposes. I try and cope with reality but my mindless thoughts haunt me. I live a very functional life these days, but inside there is so much more. I have been down the road of carelessness and losing everything one could have and love. I have learned a lot about life in my 19 years of being in this dreadful place. I have learned to deal with my unique cravings, desires, and unimaginable dreams. I have learned that numbing the pain only makes it that much more unbearable. I have learned you can never get back what you lost, never change the past, and never make things the same again. I have also learned that in the end it is only you that you can depend on. People are never who they seem. I have learned to live smart, be the best you can, and strive to overtake the world. There is so much more to life then what we know. I will find it and finally be fulfilled. My pride and joy in my life is my daughter Kayla. She is an angel, a gift to me from above. She matters above all. I will forever strive to make her life joyful and comfortable. I love you Kayla!!!!!

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